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Break-It-Down-Brittni  

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Strawberries and Peroxide

She lays there,  amongst a flood of peroxide.  Staring at the crumbling ceiling,  Linoleum floor cooling her back.  Strawberry scented violet hair,  flows out in waves, rippling the deadly fluid.  Eyes glaze over,  peroxide trickles from her mouth.  Lights flicker,  they dim.  Her skin glows a milky white as the stench of death  adds to the strawberry and peroxide scent.  Her face fixed in a mocking smile,  she does away with the world,  Leaving her wasted corpse...  leaving the faintest tint of...  Strawberries and peroxide...

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UntitledForgiveness does not come cheap the second time around.  Once,  The first,  the finely spun tale was believed;  was accepted.  And friendship blossomed between us again.  The inevitable happened once more.   
The excuses and the lies that you told.  You said them so sincerely,  you probably believed them yourself.  But the excuses were for my ears,  alone.  They were not needed for friend number 2, 3 and 4.  Only for this one.  The supposed friend number one.   
I always have to learn to trust anew,  because of people like you.  I always get let dow Untitled
in Open on 8/6/05
_A Question of Ideals_Maybe if I shy away from reality...  it wont exist.   
Maybe if I hold my hands over my ears...  screaming my lungs out of my chest...  everything will just slip away.   
Maybe...  everything will just "poof",  and be gone.  Wouldnt it be nice if there was a middle plain...  where we could just float for eternity?  Everything surrounding would be empty space;  pitch black like a vat of tar.  There'd be no stars to reach for,  no pandemonium for the top.  An equal plain.   
Is this a communistic ideal? _A Question of Ideals_
in Open on 8/4/05
Existentialism on Prom NightHeart boxers and Incubus shirts...  the smell of him fills my head with fantastical thoughts of the night before.  When I was closely cuddled next to his still, sleeping form.  That feeling of wholeness that non could surpass.   
I awoke that morning warm and full of happiness.  Just remembering the whispered phrases and meaningful carresses.  Giving me a distracted air;  daydreams invading my brain beacuse of its incapacity to function with my senses full of him.  I wish he was my teddy bear every night...   
I wish it could stay this way forever...  But even if we do stay together, Existentialism on Prom Night
in Open on 8/4/05
State of HappinessSlipping into myself once more.  Away from all the whispers and the swarms of people.  Contemplating in silent suffering,  I hide away without a word or even backward glance.  What's a life with regrets?  Many...many "if" questions.   
On the exterior seemingly annoyed, angry and sad.  These emotions are constantly a front.  A consistant mask that seems right to have in place.  Inside, it is all rot.  Trying to juggle too many tasks and always having to start over too far along the sequence...  Optomism is far; out of reach.   
A smile might shatter the perfected facade for State of Happiness
in Open on 8/4/05
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Journal Entry: Wed Jun 1, 2005, 12:28 PM
Yes..I am still at school at the moment in psychology class..but we are in the computer lab and...Im not looking at the different types of therapies like Im supposed to be doing..but..whatever..Im going to Grad Convocation tonight! Okay, Im not graduating but Graham is..awe..Ill never see him int he halls and such next year! :cry:

On another note...1 exam done and over with..french ecrit. Now I still have 50 million more to go ^_^'''

And..if you are the 3000th pageview tell me..and Ill..give you head! >>'' Nah..I wont but Ill write a loveful poem pour toi! ^_^ So..it will be kinda like a race type thing... You can tell I dont have anything interesting to say..Just filling up empty space...er.. :run:







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  • Current Age: 18
  • Current Residence: Quebec

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!jessicamadison:iconjessicamadison: Mar 1, 2008, 5:04:06 AM
Wow! You really are a brilliant poet, aren't you?

Why don't you join the poetry contest from [link] ?


It's free and every nitwit such as myself who enters gets a small gift

but someone like you might win one of their $10 000 or $100 000 prizes.
~Atticus1337:iconAtticus1337: Nov 11, 2007, 5:49:58 PM
Thanks for the :+fav:

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~Lord-Konstantin:iconLord-Konstantin: Jun 16, 2007, 6:47:32 PM
thank you for the fav! ^.^

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umm.. yea.

98% of the teenage population does or has tried smoking pot. If you're one of the 2% who is gonna do it tonight for the first time, copy & paste this in your signature.
~DDSHADE:iconDDSHADE: Apr 21, 2007, 5:01:10 PM
heya whats up? :)

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~Tish-Bot:iconTish-Bot: Sep 9, 2006, 7:12:24 PM
Noice works, compatriot. Mtl represent and whatnot.

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'Tis the time's plague when madmen lead the blind
~bobcarpi:iconbobcarpi: Feb 4, 2006, 9:46:57 PM
Ooops...sorry. You know me...compu-dinosaur...I tried to revamp my msn and flushed names and addresses like an ass.. send me your msn, svp again, please, por favor...(the_care_hands@hotmail.com) Love & Peace 2 you, sister
~DementedDoll:iconDementedDoll: Feb 3, 2006, 5:17:45 PM
Well I added you to msn. Havent seen you online yet though. ^_~

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Drip...Drip...A sink full of blood...A human hanging up above....Drip...Drip...Out of sight....Always in the night....
:blackrose: :skullbones:
~bobcarpi:iconbobcarpi: Jan 7, 2006, 6:43:07 PM
hellooooo!!!
Sorry, I wasn't gone, my computer was...&^%(*&%)*(^)(!!!
Back to you and eager to hear from you, ok?. Love, Bob
~KOKitten:iconKOKitten: Jan 7, 2006, 3:02:24 PM
MISS YOU! :heart:

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:rose: Don't cry because it's over...Smile because it happened. :rose:

:batty:<( ::Because saying I love you has nothing to do with meaning it :: ) :petting:
~TeenyVee616:iconTeenyVee616: Dec 31, 2005, 2:08:59 PM
Ta for dropping by my page, I like your poems =)
~bobcarpi:iconbobcarpi: Dec 30, 2005, 11:52:20 AM
Nice verses!!! Since I cannot write like you, I do photography...a different way to express one's self. Happy New Year !!! bobcarpi.
Let's stay connected (the_care_hands@hotmail.com)
~hacker4hire:iconhacker4hire: Oct 31, 2005, 3:08:43 AM
'ello my long lost demented doll :blackrose: its been another year i suppose that has past since i first met thee.. and now its made my life one year older as well. i am now an old man. 31 oddly this seems to be the standstill. Do i even look that old? No. some say maybe 19 or 20, and i do look it. but i feel like i'm 64 bones ache in the cold, brain is all squishy and i think yeller. and the you know that thing that um... um... -=<{Hey get your mind out of my pants.... i got me a genuine 19 y|o GF.....}>=-
my hands seems to get a bit shrivled and boney... looks like i'm a gonna be myself again this year for hallow's eve... the reaper to sow his seeds for next year... :poke: i see u on the space or is it my eh whatever i'm just being a chink with an old attitude. just kick the old chinese asian what ever man and just remember me when ur old like me

:hugs: :poke: :lick: drip drip drip my drool drips, as i am asleep and my pillow is one soggy willow that just got flooded from my drool over you.

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:blackrose: "I have lived some Thirty years on this planet, And I have yet to hear the first syllable of Valuable or even earnest advice from my seniors." - Henry David Thoreau :blackrose:

...Hath thou seen the dark night when the evil lurks and the ch
~0-Ph34r--Junkors-1:icon0-Ph34r--Junkors-1: Aug 22, 2005, 9:19:14 AM
Thank you for the favourites -muah!- xD

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Junky is doing The Big 100 Quest! Take a looksie.

~ <3 Shananners
~airmega23:iconairmega23: Aug 4, 2005, 9:31:35 PM
Consider yourself watched Brittini!
:)

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To be positive at all times is to ignore all that is important sacred or valuable...
To be negative at all times is to be threatened by ridiculousness and instant discredibility...

-Kurt Cobain [1967-1994]
~DementedDoll:iconDementedDoll: Aug 4, 2005, 3:48:05 PM
Oh! Because I was gonna write "(Anne..lmao!) But then it cut it off I guess. And I just realised it when you pointed it out. And now...im posting poetry that ive done here and there this past summer.

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Drip...Drip...A sink full of blood...A human hanging up above....Drip...Drip...Out of sight....Always in the night....
:blackrose: :skullbones:
~KOKitten:iconKOKitten: Aug 3, 2005, 11:37:05 AM
ahaha Oh brittni ur favourite quote is lovely only...why is my name is a bracket after it says slutty hoebag?
ahahahaha.
You could use Sarah's absence note as shitty birth control!"-Me on that sluthoebag (Anne

haahahaha ~dies~

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:rose: Don't cry because it's over...Smile because it happened. :rose:

:batty:<( ::Because saying I love you has nothing to do with meaning it :: ) :petting:
~DementedDoll:iconDementedDoll: Jun 8, 2005, 4:02:54 PM
Thanks so much..i wish DA gave us more room so we could put more >>' I could have like a page full of favs! ^^'''

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Drip...Drip...A sink full of blood...A human hanging up above....Drip...Drip...Out of sight....Always in the night....
:blackrose: :skullbones:
~RainingRoses:iconRainingRoses: Jun 8, 2005, 12:58:11 PM
he's crazy :D he shaved his hair haha

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"I don't like the idea of being buried. I would prefer to walk out into the desert and be eaten by birds" - Elliott Smith
~alkaline:iconalkaline: Jun 7, 2005, 8:22:45 PM
Excellent musical choices. :P

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- I know that monkey, I think his name is Donkey..
- Monkeys aren't donkeys! Quit messing with my head!
~DementedDoll:iconDementedDoll: Jun 7, 2005, 6:42:45 PM
yeah corey tardiff..i know of him ^^ his locker is in my hall O.o lol

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Drip...Drip...A sink full of blood...A human hanging up above....Drip...Drip...Out of sight....Always in the night....
:blackrose: :skullbones:
~RainingRoses:iconRainingRoses: Jun 5, 2005, 5:06:02 PM
well the ryan I know has blonde hair (but shaved now) and blue eyes..!

and the corey I know ..his fam name is tardiff I think

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"I don't like the idea of being buried. I would prefer to walk out into the desert and be eaten by birds" - Elliott Smith
~DementedDoll:iconDementedDoll: Jun 5, 2005, 4:55:01 PM
Well its prolly not the ones you know o.o'' lol...i know a corey in 10th grade and one in 11th grade..and i only know a ryan in 10th grade i think..

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Drip...Drip...A sink full of blood...A human hanging up above....Drip...Drip...Out of sight....Always in the night....
:blackrose: :skullbones:
*pettyartist:iconpettyartist: Jun 5, 2005, 6:30:53 AM
Thanks muchly for the watch! :glomp:

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I get bricked daily for my lame puns.

That's why I wear a helmet.


Can YOU Catch 'Em All?
~RainingRoses:iconRainingRoses: Jun 4, 2005, 1:07:15 PM
which corey and which ryan :P?

(Yes, I am french)

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"I don't like the idea of being buried. I would prefer to walk out into the desert and be eaten by birds" - Elliott Smith
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