Heart boxers and Incubus shirts...
the smell of him fills my head with fantastical thoughts of the night before.
When I was closely cuddled next to his still, sleeping form.
That feeling of wholeness that non could surpass.

I awoke that morning warm and full of happiness.
Just remembering the whispered phrases and meaningful carresses.
Giving me a distracted air;
daydreams invading my brain beacuse of its incapacity to function with my senses full of him.
I wish he was my teddy bear every night...

I wish it could stay this way forever...
But even if we do stay together,
that feeling will fade in time.
Even if we still love and care about eachother.
Just once could reality be broken?
Everything good disintegrates.
Even love.